a different country

September 17, 2003


Being what my local bus company (MVRTA) refers to as "transportation disabled" is a lot like living in a different country. The inhabitants for the most part speak a different language.

The signs prohibiting smoking and pigeon-feeding are in Spanish but the woman carrying two bags of Sevin in a plastic shopping bag addresses me in a language I do not recognize. It's definitely not Spanish, nor Khmer, nor Vietnamese. She acts as if I understand her. The weird thing is I sort of do. She's asking me if I smoke before she'll let me sit on the bench she's staked out for the 55 minute wait 'til the number 33 bus leaves. Then she is asking me to watch her bags of Sevin while she goes to check on the schedule or something. Once we're on the bus she chatters nonstop to the driver. He answers her in Spanish. She gets off at the elderly housing. I wonder what she needs all that Sevin for.

It's a slow country where a trip from North Andover to Andover, which were once two parishes in the same small town, takes an hour if you make the connection and two hours if you don't. Oddly, the sight of the number 32 bus pulling out of the station just as 33 is arriving doesn't upset me much. I buy a new bus pass and find a place to sit for an hour or so and watch the pigeons not being fed. They're ever so hopeful though. One pigeon walks all the way across the bus station straight toward me. It stops at my feet and fixes me with a gaze so intense I start to feel like he's really communicating with me. It's one thing to have understood the woman speaking the unrecognizable language the other day but quite another to think I understand what this pigeon wants.

Unable to read a book or a newspaper without using my left arm and bored with watching pigeons not being fed, I walk laps around the station wishing I knew the neighborhood well enough to find something meaningful to occupy my attention. I briefly wish I had a PDA or something else that could fetch my email. Not that there's anything all that important that it can't wait until I get home. Finally settling in again for a long wait I realize I have entered a country so far from the mainstream that it will take me some time to learn my way around all these marginal tributaries. Maybe tomorrow I'll bring my camera.

Today's Reading
Sea Room by Adam Nicolson, A Tour in Sutherlandshire by Charles St. John

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