The reality underlying what I perceived as knots in
my heart during purgation:
After many years of study, I now believe the reality was
that the release of the first knot was really the release
of the initial or first set of the 12 sets of cramped or
paralyzed antagonistic heart muscles. These 12 sets of
muscles had become cramped or paralyzed during a
childhood sexual trauma
when I was 9 or 10 years old. The release of the entire trauma,
which consisted of the release of a total of about 12 sets of
cramped or paralyzed antagonistic heart muscles, occurred
in 1962 when I was 30 years old. The entire release occurred
during my religious experience of purgation culminating in
mystical union.
Arlen Wolpert
http://world.std.com/~awolpert/gtr566.html
Draft of June 30,2007
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