Chapter 5. The Feedback Phenomenology (FP) Methodology for revealing the reality underlying deep or traumatic experiences:

Arlen Wolpert

(Draft of April 22,2008)

(This very important chapter is presently undergoing radical reconstruction. Please be patient. It requires me to think at a very subtle level. The original state of the chapter was given in my 2002 Palermo publication, entitled Transcendental Feedback Phenomenology.)

Introduction

Here is a brief Introduction to the three steps of the analytical process I call Feedback Phenomenology (FP). I will be explaining how I applied these three steps in Chapter 7 to perform a Feedback Phenomenological (FP) analysis of core consciousness during my religious experience of purgation which just preceded the experience of mystical union. I call the combined experience of purgation culminating in mystical union, PMU. After this short introductory phase of Chapter 6, I will be adding much more descriptive detail into each of the three steps.

Step I: Causal Loop Feedback Phenomenology (CLFP):

In the first step of the FP analytical process I begin by recalling the data of core consciousness during my 1962 experience of PMU. This data of core consciousness was recalled from long term memory (LTM), using the causal loop diagraming technique [see (Richardson 1981 or Sterman 2000)]. The causal loop diagram technique is a simple exploratory technique, often used during the preliminary stage of any kind of system dynamics (SD) analysis. However, when this preliminary SD technique is used for exploring core consciousness during a deep experience like trauma or a religious experience, it fits into the category of a simple phenomenological methodology. I will be calling this simple phenomenological methodology, Causal Loop Feedback Phenomenology (CLFP). The application of the CLFP methodology to analyze purgation enabled me to unearth or recall from long term memory various dynamic aspects - or noemata - of core consciousness during purgation and then organize them into a simple preliminary feedback structured system. My use of CLFP began to reveal - in rough form - the structure of core consciousness during purgation. It also revealed some of the main concepts Husserl referred to in his transcendental phenomenological methodology, such as the noema, the noemata, noesis, directedness of consciousness, intentionality, intentional inexistence, and the natural attitude (see Follesdal 1998). After a few years with the CLFP analysis I was able to probe fairly deeply into the contents of my long term memory where the 1962 experience of PMU resided. While I was making the CLFP analysis, I was opening up the memory of PMU that had laid dormant within me during the 22 years between 1962 and 1984. As a result, during this CLFP analytical phase my soul was on Fire. This was because my remembrance of PMU was opening up again, releasing pent up energy associated with those deep memories. During this firey period I wrote An Engineer's Story, given in Chapter 1.

Step II: Mathematical Feedback Phenomenology (MFP):

Once the CLFP analysis of purgation was exhausted or was milked dry of preliminary insights, I was ready to begin the more scientific, second step in the analytical process. This step is a scientifically-based phenomenological analysis: A formalized, SD-based, mathematical kind of phenomenological analysis of consciousness. I eventually called that phenomenological analysis, Mathematical Feedback Phenomenology (MFP). Now, it is important to state here a fact psychologists are very familiar with: The dynamic data of core consciousness during deep experiences, like trauma or religious experiences, are very precisely and permanently retained in long term memory (LTM). Using this fact, which I had unearthed during my experience with the CLFP step, the objective of my MFP analysis focused on constructing a formalized SD model (see Forrester 1961, Richardson 1981) that uses simulation to precisely describe my memory of the dynamics of my core consciousness data in my LTM during purgation. This key task was performed by mathematically modeling and then simulating - in an iterative way - a relatively simple set of aspects or variables of core consciousness during purgation, moment by moment, over each variable's or aspect's 10 hour duration This iterative process was performed until the actual dynamics of each aspect or noemata of my core consciousness during purgation had been precisely described (using moment by moment simulations) and purgation's two sector structure or flow diagram or noema had been carefully determined. There are, presently, 38 variables or noemata in that SD model of purgation, 23 of which are aspects of my core consciousness during purgation. This MFP analysis of purgation is given in Chapter 7.

I was completely absorbed with the above two steps of this analytical process. However, the analysis took a great deal of time to complete: The CLFP period took about two years, from December 1984 to some time in 1986 or 1987; the MFP period or step took about 8 years from 1986 or 1987 to December 1994. Metaphorically, the CLFP analysis could be thought of as like a model T Ford; the MFP analysis could be thought of as like taking the old model T Ford and rebuilding it into a more precise modern Mercedes-type machine with vastly greater capabilities. Much was learned about purgation during the initial CLFP period or step, but the MFP step was a much more serious, rigorous, and subtle analytical process.

The relatively simple 38 variable, two sector, MFP model of purgation could have been refined and expanded more and more as my insights grew deeper and clearer. Also, the number of variables or noemata I am using could have been increased as the variables or noemata of the MFP analysis become more comprehensive and more refined. There is no limit to either the number of sectors of this MFP model or to the potential depth and fineness of detail of the analysis. However, one must be willing to give the time required for such an expanded and refined analysis. In 2005 I was 73. Time was running out. I had to move on to other, more pressing, tasks.

MFP is unique. It is a formalized, mathematically-based, SD analysis of the dynamics of core consciousness data during a deep experience. Such an analysis has never been done before. Its application to purgation is the first use of the MFP methodology. The MFP analysis of purgation reveals that the SD-based MFP methodology is the rigorous science of philosophy (RSP) toward which key phenomenological philosophers - like Brentano and Husserl - had quested, but had never attained. Note carefully: The CLFP and MFP analyses are SD-based analyses. SD is the underlying analytical tool of the first and second steps of the comprehensive overall analytical methodology I am calling Feedback Phenomenological (FP).

It is important, now, to look at the SD methodology from a broad perspective for a moment. SD can be used to model and simulate the dynamics of any kind of system that is changing or moving. In this book I am focusing my SD analysis on the dynamics of my own core consciousness system during the 10 hour experience of purgation. However, the 4 to 7 second state of mystical union is a timeless state: There is no change in core consciousness during mystical union. SD cannot be used to model and simulate a core consciousness that does not change. That is, SD cannot model and simulate a changeless, and hence a timeless, state like mystical union. Nevertheless, I believe the state of mystical union will eventually be scientifically analyzed, starting with the first law of thermodynamics (see this link for a discussion of a scientific approach for analyzing mystical union). As for the history of SD, it was conceived and developed by Jay W. Forrester (Forrester 1961). The analytical power, brilliance, and simplicity of the SD method is only one of the great achievements of Forrester's legendary career at MIT. His career began when he arrived at MIT, fresh out of the University of Nebraska with a BSEE in 1939 or 1940, to work at the, now historically famous, Servo Lab during the desperate years just before and during World War II. Forrester's great career has continued right up to the present day. I believe his SD methodology satisfies the requirements for being the logos, an all encompassing methodology for analyzing any kind of system that is changing or moving. The concept of the logos was first introduced by the ancient Greek philosopher, Heraclitus.

Step III: Transcendental Grounding step of Feedback Phenomenology (TGFP):

The completion of CLFP and MFP analyses are where my SD-based phenomenological analysis of purgation stood during the period between 1994 and 2005. During that period I was struggling with preliminary studies of the transcendental phase of the analysis: Step III.

Now, the third step of the FP analysis of PMU will be introduced. The task of the third step is to materially ground or transcendentally ground the precisely described and simulated second step or MFP step of the FP methodology. During that very important third step of the FP analysis of purgation, the analyst took the MFP results from Step II and materially grounded or transcendentally grounded it in the releasing of cramped or paralyzed heart muscles. That is, the third step of the FP analysis is in the form of a diagnosis: It takes the first two steps (CLFP and MFP), the formalized dynamic description of consciousness during purgation in the natural attitude, and then finds its driving force. That diagnosis of purgation is an example of the Transcendental Grounding step of Feedback Phenomenology (TGFP). That third analytical step is finding out or diagnosing what was actually going on within my body physically or materially or neurophysiologically or behavioristically. It was diagnosing the origin of the force driving my consciousness during purgation.

In the Third Step the analyst transcendentally grounds that deep experience in his or her neurophysiological system. In doing so the FP methodology uses one of the very unique SD techniques: It uses the order of the FP model of purgation - determined in Step II. This enables the analyst to find the kind of dynamic or moving part within the experiencer's body that mirrors the dynamics of the experiencer's core consciousness. The analyst then uses this insight, together with the help of a neuroscientist and a cardiovascular expert (in the case of purgation), to determine both the kind of moving part and the moving part's specific location in the experiencer's neurophysiological system. After working alone with the above Step III SD technique for the case of purgation for a year or so, I presently believe the specific location is at a point where cramped antagonistic heart muscles are being released. To see how I am finding this hidden movement or hidden dynamics and its hidden location within my body - driving the dynamics of my core consciousness during purgation - see my detailed thought processing during Step III. It opens up or unlocks everything!

Analysis:

The first part of my analysis was to focus on my long term memory (LTM), because my LTM contains the dynamic details of my consciousness during the 10 hour religious experience. These dynamic details were stored in my LTM in 1962. That is, my long term memory is where the dynamic data of my religious experience is stored. Over the years since 1984 I have found that the data has remained accurate and precisely detailed. Therefore, my memory of the details of consciousness during my 1962 religious experience has not faded and has not been forgotten in any way since the time of that experience. In short, I had the accurate data I needed in order to make a scientific analysis of my religious experience.

Then, I began using Isaac Newton's scientific method. Newton was the first scientist to have used the scientific method. Although I knew of the classical procedure of Newton's scientific method, the kind of data he used for his formalized analysis was very different from the kind of data I am using for my formalized analysis: Newton's data had been collected over many centuries by astronomers, particularly those astronomers studying the motion of the various planets and moons in the solar system. My data had been collected over a 10 hour period by my LTM during April 8-9, 1962 (see Table I above).

Newton studied the collected data from the measurements of astronomers, and then used his calculus to model and simulate the dynamics - or movement - of those planets and celestrial objects. Of critical importance for the scientific method to work was that Newton's mathematical model and his simulations of the dynamics of those stars, planets, and moons needed to match the astronomer's data. Newton's perspective was a third person (it) perspective. Perhaps, the most important result of his formalized, scientific analysis of that complex system was the eventual emergence of his discovery of gravitation.

Now, here is how I am analyzing purgation: In the first stage of the analysis, I am using the scientific method, together with SD, to mathematically model and simulate the dynamics of core consciousness during purgation in such a way as to match the dynamic data of core consciousness in my LTM. The dynamic core consciousness data in my LTM is what SD calls the reference mode (Richardson 1981, Sterman 2000) of my 960 minute religious experience. This reference mode has many aspects. For the present model there are 38 variables or aspects. For example, Figures 1 and 3 - which can be seen above at items 6 and 7 of this Introduction - give simulations of the dynamics for certain aspects or variables associated with purgation. Figures 1 and 3 display the dynamics of some of these aspects for both long and short, but important, periods of purgation. At the same time, these simulations display both long and short periods of the reference modes for seven of the 38 aspects or variables associated with purgation. That is because the mathematical model of purgation was refined and refined until all these simulations (and the other simulations not shown) were made to match the reference mode or data in my LTM. To a certain extent, I did this because I was so absorbed with delving again into and matching the most subtle moments during purgation. I was also absorbed with reliving the religious experience, again and again. I was also absorbed with reexperiencing - in a slow and sure way - every nook and cranny of core consciousness during that experience. It is fortunate that I did this laborious task: It produced a fairly accurate flow diagram and it brought to my attention - again - the very subtle walking of the plank during purgation. This fairly accurate flow diagram is categorized in SD as a second order negative feedback system (Forrester 1968b). I found out later - during the second stage of the analysis of purgation - that in order to understand the reality underlying purgation, the flow diagram and its categorization as a second order negative feedback system needed to be accurate in order to transcendentally ground core consciousness in my neurophysiological system.

That is: If I could transcendentally ground core consciousness during the 10 hour experience of purgation in the second stage of the analysis, I could open up an understanding of where the action was in my neurophysiological system during the experience of purgation. With this information I would be able to precisely know what was driving the dynamics of my core consciousness system during purgation. Key to this transcendental grounding is the SD technique that takes the order of the SD flow diagram and uses it to understanding the reality underlying purgation and mystical union. For example, as was stated above, the flow diagram for core consciousness during purgation was found to be a second order negative feedback system. In addition, I had a pretty good intuition that all muscles operate as a second order negative feedback system. Further, the muscles would be located somewhere in the heart. With these pieces of information, I began to believe - at least tentatively - that my core consciousness during purgation was being driven by the release of cramped antagonistic heart muscles. This reality is probably the hidden secret I have been looking for since 1984. Whether or not my tentative analysis is correct, the revealing of this hidden secret - together with my awareness of the walking of the plank - has been slowly emerging as the centerpiece of the analysis. It is enabling my mind to come into contact with the deepest reality of my religious life. It is integrating my mind and my sacred heart. Although I have not completely revealed - and proved - the reality yet, but I am getting closer and closer:

"Dive deep, Oh my mind: Dive deep."
Brief summary of the analysis of core consciousness during a deep experience: First, I am using SD to mathematically model and simulate core consciousness, moment by moment, during a deep experience (purgation) that lasted 10 hours. Then, I am using the SD technique (to determine the order of the feedback system or the flow diagram) to assist me in transcendentally grounding that experience in my neurophysiological system. This application of SD/FP makes a formalized or scientific connection between the dynamics of my core consciousness during the deep experience (purgation) and the dynamics of the operation of a certain region of my body (For the case of purgation: the release of sets of cramped antagonistic heart muscles). Also, the use of a first person (I) perspective is unique: It opens up to science the workings of the inner life. It does this by using a formalized, first person, scientific analysis. The final question is: What is emerging from this analysis? Many things, but here are a few:
  1. I believe the FP methodology will revolutionize psychiatry. That is, the SD/FP methodology opens the way for developing a formalized, first person, scientific base upon which psychiatry can firmly stand. Psychiatry is in desperate need of such grounding, because the unscientific field of psychiatry is presently very vulnerable to domination by the pharmaceutical industry and by the politically correct forces of the leaders of culture.
  2. I believe this methodology will also revolutionize the field of Transcendental Phenomenology (TP) by converting it into a science.
  3. A first person analysis - such as SD/FP - will open up the second half of the Scientific Revolution.
  4. (To see more results emerging from the methodology, see item 13 of this Introduction.)

Summary:

Here is a summary of the two periods or steps of the Feedback Phenomenological (FP) methodology for analyzing a deep experience like a trauma or a religious experience. This summary describes the FP analytical road from the dynamics of core consciousness "in the natural attitude" to core consciousness' transcendental grounding in the dynamics of material or neurophysiological objects within the experiencer's body.
Arlen Wolpert
Cambridge, Massachusetts, USA
http://theworld.com/~awolpert/gtr562.html
(Draft of June 27,2007)