All such people are knowers of a greatness within that has enabled them to function in these situations in a mode far more profound, powerful, and skilled than their ordinary abilities. This human capability probably evolved during the desperate battle conditions of our earliest hominid ancestors. This capability is always available to human beings. To know this is the essence of faith.
In my case my full potential, my telos, was only satisfied when I had experienced mystical union. It was in mystical union that I experienced ultimate trueness, freedom, integrity, grounding, and love. When that occurred I felt my search was over. I was finally satisfied. Therefore, it was this that I had been driven to, unconsciously. The drive toward this goal is mostly hidden from us; it is unconscious: An unconscious life force or entelechy is silently and wordlessly informing us: 'Come to the state of ultimate freedom, trueness, integrity, grounding, and love.
From the point of view of intentionality our lives are about reaching this goal, the state of ultimate freedom, trueness, integrity, grounding, and love. That is, in our daily lives this is the unconscious intentionality of our conscious lives. This unconscious intentionality is driven, in turn, by some sort of unconscious life force.
With these insights the mystic had cracked the code: He had found the structure underlying the dance or game of life and he had a conjecture on what drives the dance.
During mystical union inner sense ceases; including the inner sense of time, the ability to think, to imagine, to will, and to make immediate recall. Simultaneously, one has an ecstatic experience of merger with the essence of one's inner self or inner Being. This timeless essence or Immensity or Ground cannot be conditioned, either by society or authorities or by anything else. The ecstatic experience of this Ground, occurring after purgation when my heart had been purified and fully opened, is an experience of an unsurpassable Greatness that fully satisfied my desperate search for groundedness.
Immediately after, when I came down from mystical union and ordinary consciousness partially returned, I was in a heavenly state. This state is called bhava by the Hindus and 'the Peace that passeth all understanding' or 'Beulah land' or heaven by Protestant mystics. It is a state of supreme bliss.
A few months later, I gradually returned to ordinary consciousness. Then, in 1985 or thereabouts, I began to search my language for a name for the formless and unsurpassable Greatness experienced in mystical union, because I needed to communicate the insights emerging from this work. Because I was born and raised in the United States and English is my native language, the only name I could find that satisfied my heart and mind was the word, God, the name my precious mother spoke to me about when I was a boy.
If I had been born and raised in a Hindu culture, the name I would have chosen would have been Brahman; If I had been born and raised in a Muslim culture, the name would have been Allah; If I had been born and raised in a Japanese Buddhist culture, the name would have been No Thing or Emptiness; etc.
Arlen Wolpert
April 22,2008
Cambridge, Massachusetts, USA
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