Ref. #3: Desperation and detachment

The attitude of the seeker of God, the warrior, and creative men and women appear to be identical. It is the attitude of detachment. The essence of detachment is to let go of the clinging to life. Some aspects of this idea are illustrated below:

a) 'It may happen many times, but it is certain to happen at least once that one's whole life depends on a moment's willingness to lay it on the line. This happens to most people. To anyone willing to look closely there may come a moment in one's life which in every sense of the word is a moment of destiny, a moment to which one can, in later years, look back and realize that everything was leading to that point, and everything flows thence from it. There is no way of knowing when such a moment may com e; indeed, one may not even recognize it until long after. But one thing is certain: you will muff it unless you have learned how to lay it on the line. And the secret in that art is simple: you have to risk all to gain all.'
Matthew Kelty, O.C.S.O., Aspects of the Monastic Calling (St. Joseph's Abbey, Spencer, MA), 15-16.

b) '. . . there is a widespread opinion that scientists hit on discoveries merely by trying everything as it happens to cross their minds. This opinion follows from an inability to recognize man's capacity for anticipating the approach of hidden truth. The scientist's surmise or hunches are the spurs and pointers of his search. They involve high stakes, as hazardous as their prospects are fascinating. The time and money, the prestige and self-confidence gambled away in disappointing guesses will soon exhaust a scientist's courage and standing. His gropings are weighty decisions.'
Michael Polanyi, The Tacit Dimension (Doubleday, Garden City, NY, 1966), p76.

c) 'True personality is always a vocation and puts its trust in it as in a God. . . . vocation acts like a law of God from which there is no escape. The fact that many a man who goes his own way ends in ruin means nothing to one who has a vocation. He must obey his own law, as if it were a daemon, whispering to him of new and wonderful paths. Anyone with a vocation hears the voice of the inner man: he is called. '
Jung, Development of Personality, 175-176.

d) 'Without cause God gave us Being; without cause give it back again. Gambling yourself away is beyond religion.'
Jalaluddhin Rumi

e) 'Life is impoverished, it loses in interest, when the highest stake in the game of living, life itself, may not be risked. It becomes as shallow and empty as, let us say, a . . . flirtation, in which it is understood from the first that nothing is to happen, as contrasted with a . . . love affair in which both partners must constantly bear its serious consequences in mind.'
S. Freud, Attitude Toward Death, 290.

f) Ramakrishna was in a desperate state of mind just before he attained union:
M., Gospel of Ramakrishna. pp. 12-14, or Saradananda, Ramakrishna the Great Master, pp 162-3.

g) The charge given to his warriors by the Sioux Indian chief, Sitting Bull, before the battle of the Little Bighorn and the defeat of Custer:
'It is a good day to die'

h) 'There is nothing more blessed than a lawful strife.'
Gita, II:31-32
(The gloss of Radhakrishnan's translation of this passage states: 'Krishna tells Arjuna that for warriors there is no more ennobling duty than a fair fight. It is a privilege that leads to heaven.')

i) ' . . . the enigma at the heart of life and the universe . . is the fact that no life can perpetuate itself without risking death.'
from Mircea Eliade, Ordeal by Labyrinth, (University of Chicago Press, Chicago, 1982), 125.

j) 'And ye shall seek me, and find me,
When ye shall search for me with
all your heart.'
Jeremiah 29:13

k) Martin Luther King describes a moment of profound crisis in his life during the Montgomery boycott of 1956:
'In this state of exhaustion, when my courage had all but gone, I decided to take my problem to God. With my head in my hands, I bowed over the kitchen table and prayed aloud. The words I spoke to God that midnight are still vivid in my memory. 'I am here taking a stand on what I believe is right. But now I am afraid. The people are looking to me for leadership, and if I stand before them without strength and courage, they too will falter. I am at the end of my powers. I have nothing left. I've come to the point where I can't face it alone'.

'At that moment I experienced the presence of the Divine as I have never experienced Him before. It seemed as though I could hear the quiet assurance of an inner voice saying: 'Stand up for righteousness, stand up for truth; and God will be at your side forever.' Almost at once my fears began to go. My uncertainty disappeared. I was ready to face anything.'
from Stride Toward Freedom by Martin Luther King

l) 'Freedom's just another name for nothin' left to lose.'
(from the song Me and Bobby McGee by Kris Kristopherson, 1970's)

m) 'He that findeth his life shall lose it:
and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.'
Jesus (Matthew 10:39)

n) In Laws Plato defines the essence of all true culture, paideia, as 'the education in arete from youth onwards, which makes men passionately desire to become perfect citizens, knowing both how to rule and how to be ruled on a basis of justice.... arete is defined as the finest possible expression of the inspiration of heroic strife.'
Werner Jaeger, Paideia vol 1

o) 'In love, in battle, in pursuing lofty tasks, men often act without regard for consequences, unconditionally. When a man acts unconditionally his life is not the ultimate, he subordinates it to something else. ...... the only escape from .... emptiness is for man himself as an individual to win authentic being as the foundation of his decisions. This has happened in history when individuals staked their lives through obedience to an absolute imperative: they remain loyal where disloyalty would have destroyed everything, where a life saved through disloyalty would have been poisoned, where a betrayal of absolute being would have made a saved life wretched.

'The purest example is perhaps Socrates. Living in the lucidity of his reason, out of the Comprehensive of nonknowledge, he went his way unswervingly, undeterred by the passions of anger, hatred, self righteousness; he made no concessions, refused to avail himself of the opportunity for flight, and died happy, staking everything on his faith. .......

'Rare are the philosophers who, without firm allegiance to a community of faith, standing alone before God, have realized the maxim: To philosophize is to learn how to die.'
Karl Jaspers, Way to Wisdom (Yale Univ. Press, New Haven, 1954) pp52-53

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